huh?

What did I do wrong?
If I could, I would go back and change whatever I did.
Critisize me at least, just don't leave me wondering.
I miss you, even though you aren't gone at all.
I want to know how to make you even consider knowing me again,
I really don't like how it is.
I just want to have a place in your memory,
Even if it IS hate.
Just give some indication that you still know that I exist.
Look at me a few times perhaps.
I KNOW that you do everything you can to not be sitting or standing next to me.
But WHY?
Please, just tell me.
Swear or curse at me, I DON'T REALLY MIND RIGHT NOW.
I want to hear your voice talking to me.
I haven't heard that for about 12 or 13 weeks now.
I really really miss you.
Steven.