*quick inhale of air* WELL...its 2010 now...

But what happened in 2009? Not many big events happened, I suppose, but I am so thankful for every moment I experienced. The "up" times, and the "down" times too - because I always had those special people to bring a smile to my face again.

I lost many friends.. I know that very well.. But this year I am going to have the better attitude and make sure that I truly cherish everything I have, because I realise now how fortunate I am to have people who some-what care about me.

It is very awkward to go up to a friend and say "Thanks... You are a good friend..." .. because in my opinion it sounds like its a farewell goodbye as if you were to die soon o_o" But you know.. why not say it? We don't know when its going to happen... may it be tomorrow or in 60 years time.. wouldn't you want those who you love to know that you love them?

But . hey. i love you :)