Sunday, May 31, 2009

HAHAHHAA, the cure:

Alpacca Man ♫Mousy ??????????????lah! says (7:30 PM):
aha, swine flu
*cough* snort
lol, i need some oinkment

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LOL DEION XD

*sigh*

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
'cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me?
'cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the door
And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure
So here's everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute,
But I don't anymore..

Saturday, May 30, 2009

galleria xD

Today, we went to the morley galleria :D
my dad's friend has a pizza place in the food court there
[omgsh, why does my dad have so many friends and connections, hahaa]
auntiee and uncle went around eating stuff and shopping, lol xD
me and jess wandered around here and there
jessica bought some presents for her friends bday
i bought gwen's present..but now that i look at it, i am convinced that she'll hate it :D
i also got a new top, a weird dress thingy which i may wear once or twice ever, and a new ribbon :D

At 4, we went to dad's friend's [uncle] wife's [auntiee] long lost step brother's house for a BBQ. lol >_<" playing hide and seek with their kids isnt really that fun. Their names are Sam and Sammy. COME ON! >______>

Missed youth T^T wahhhhhh *cry cry* lol

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sammy: i helped daddy with installing the toilet. it automatically puts the seat down.
jess: OMGSH, LETS TRY IT OUT >: )

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHH XD

Friday, May 29, 2009

phone fail in winter

my phone will be sooo fail when winter gets to its coldest.
you see, my phone is touch... heat detected.
if my fingers are cold, nothing will work O___O
>_<" lol

Thursday, May 28, 2009

x_-

my eye is bleeding.
i took a picture..but...i am not going to put it on here o_o"

HAHAHHAA, on facebook quiz


Wednesday, May 27, 2009

iloveyou

"WHAT?!?!?"
I say.
What the heck are you thinking, man!? You can't just SAY that after all the sh-t you've given me. No, I have NOT thought about getting together, and NO, I don't want to think about it. No, I don't want to be in your arms again, and once again NO, so STOP! Don't push your lies into my face again, I have learnt by now that you say things half-heartedly. You know very well that I have moved on. I thought you had too! Just yesterday, you were talking about how much you always thought about kerry-lee and how she was so beautiful or whatever. I AM NOT AN IDIOT. I can put pieces of puzzle together, you know! You are saying that you aren't kidding. PFFT YER RIGHT >_> How much more corny can your speeches get. [insert corny line here] UH HUH >____> RIGHTTT. JUST GO AWAY.

bored, again

Can you take this without deleting or fibbing on any questions?
umm, i guess

Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
no..

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
O_o IDK

What are you listening to right now?
the tv, and parents+parents friends talking

Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
in bed..in my room..

What's the cd in your player?
dont have one ;_;

Will you be in a relationship next month?
unlikely

What can't you wait for?
LEADERSHIP CAMP, next thurs&fri

Is this the best year of your life?
pffft no

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
uhh, probably

Do you think you ruined your chances with someone?
yes >_>

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yup, all the time

What is something you currently want right now?
more time in a week

Have you ever been hurt by the opposite sex?
yes

If your significant other asked you to marry them TODAY what would you say?
i dont have a significant other

When did you last cry?
today, in science >_____>
the chair fell right on my head

Who were you with last night?
uh, family

Do you have a deep secret?
nope >_<

Have you ever made anyone cry?
i..dont..think..so..OH, maybe my bro and sis

Do you miss anyone?
yup

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an N?
um..no..

Who was the last person to talk to you on the phone?
daddy

Do you miss your past?
some parts

How good is your eyesight?
its okay, but my left eye is getting all weird coz of the hair thats always over it

What are you doing besides this survey?
getting annoyed at my MSN >_>

Last thing you had to drink?
water :D

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
set my alarm, turn off the light

Is this summer gonna be a good one?
it will be too hot :O global warming

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
yerr, pretty much...although, it could be better in some ways

Do you hate anyone?
try strongly dislike..

Is it easy to make you cry?
yes, dont get any ideas

Do you like using big words?
antidisestablishmentarianism

Do you love someone other than family?
erm, friends? :P jesus?

What if I told you that you were pretty?
LOL

Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
no lol
"are you okay"
"NO, I AM NOT OKAY >: ("

Why do you think so many people cheat on their bf/gf?
they are stupid sluts who play with hearts

Why do you think so many people lie to their bf/gf?
coz they suck

Have you ever felt worthless?
yer

Do you take compliments well?
uhh,

Ever had a broken heart?
yes

What were you doing at midnight last night?
setting my alarm clock hahah
*me look at time* 12:00am :P

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
yes..

How many people do you FULLY trust?
no one o_o

Ever liked someone older than you?
mm, no

Can you count on someone to always make you happy?
yerr :)

Do you want to please everyone?
yes =_= but i always fail

>_____<"

It is getting harder for me to walk; my steps seem to be shorter, slower, and more out of line. It hurts sometimes too T^T'

This morning, I was walking super slow because there was nothing to see and no one to meet. Then, suddenly out of no where, I hear this voice from behind me. O_O why are you walking so slow...? He was now walking beside me, at the same rate as I was.

It was a teacher...

CREEPY O_O

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oh...and in science today, the chair fell on top of my head when I was taking it down off the table.
>_<* there is a slight lump now..it hurted sooo much *cries*

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maths competition...............again..................
7/10
karen ditched our group again coz she was sick.
her: *looks dead~ish* im sick
everyone: O_O"!! SWINE FLU!! *runs away*

hahahahhahaha, lame lame lame

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Because there was that competition, my teacher forgot to read us the daily notices, so I didn't know about the leadership camp meeting! But, I heard that I was going on the Thursday and Friday next week. (Y) SO EXCITED, guna be heaps fun :) I wish more of my friends were going though... OH, but Ruby is going on the same day as me! Thats good ^^ Oh, and btw, I don't think you should do any of your stretches while at camp, Ruby >: ( Don't scare Mrs McGuinness LOL

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socks socks socks socks socks:
black and purple
blue and blue and blue
yellow and white
black and pink
black
white
black with white bats
black and purple strange flower pattern
= my list of long socks,
i should model them some day (Y) XD

Monday, May 25, 2009

x]

Do you like being home alone?
no o_o"

What are you doing now?
this, msn, facebook.

Why are you doing that?
beCAUSE?!? lol

Are you close with your parents?
mehh, pretty tight :)

Have a brother or sister?
a little bro, a little sis

What don't you go a day without?
breathing? hahah. FOOD

Who do you hate?
no one..maybe strongly dislike

Who was your last text from?
jessicaa

Do you hate it when people pretend to be someone there not?
um, only when its Karen trying to be like me
argh, her and her gay-looking cupcakes.
obviously mine are better >: ( hahahah

Do you like cuddles?
yer, but i dont get much of them anymore :(
i need more in winter hahaa

Do you think it's embarrassing to walk with umbrellas?
no....

Who's your best friend?
got more than one

Do you like when people say that they love you?
well...it can be stalker-ish most of the time...
other times, it can be sweett

Do you put salt on your mash potato?
um, i usually already have it mixed in ._

Do you swear often?
i try not to, ma'm.

What phone company are you with?
vodafone [sucks]

Do you ever feel like people cannot understand you?
all the timee..

When was the last time you smiled?
idk, hour~ish ago?

You get a text, who is it most likely from?
jess, dad, or gwen :3

Do you wish you played an instrument?
i play piano&flute, but i wanna play guitar >:D

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
sisterr.

How's your hair styled right now?
down and messy (Y)

Do you drop your phone a lot?
too much =_= scratches everywhere

Do you have an accent?
i dont think so O.o you tell me

Does it bother you when people spell/type your name incorrectly?
yes >_<"

Do you like getting big hugs?
yup

Does anyone hate you?
most likely :(

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
umm, maybe?

Who did you last talk to about the person you like?
sylvester..that is weird >_< hahaha
talking to my ex about him O.o strange strange
well, HE BROUGHT IT UP >:(

How are you feeling?
cold.

Is there anyone you miss?
yess...

Is there something your not looking forward to?
friday, sose exam

Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
snoww ^^

What is your favourite thing to shop for?
clothes, kekeke.
i am a girl.
go figure.

In school, how was/is your attendance record?
pretty good

Do you cry a lot?
yes ...

What did you do today?
school

Do you like your life right now?
yerr, could be a bit better i guess though

Excited for anything?
leadership camp i guess..
o, and GMC camp if i can go xD

What are you planning on doing after this?
msn more? lol

Have you ever cried over a text?
mm..yes..

Have you ever trusted someone too much?
yesh =_=

changed seating plan

In Chinese today [ wang renamed it as CSL, geddit? rofl we sound so dumb..anyway..] we got a new seating plan >o<

Originally I was sitting next to Klarence [haha, Karen was so jealous], then Merinda [coz the relief teacher didn't know we swapped seats]. Then today, Mrs Wang gave us random seats. Like, YOU, HERE. YOU. THERE. but it was all written down...

I was sitting next to DINATA XD kekeke, I bet my cousin would be jealous hahaha... yer... anyways..I was sitting in between two Andrews :O hahaha but there was a gap between me and Chengg. >_<

So, I was like, talking to Dinata about his snare drum test and the horror of semiquavers when Mrs Wang MOVED HIM O__________O [wahh T^T ] And now I need to sit next to Rick

O_O DO I NEED TO SAY MORE??!?!?! no, not really TOO BAD, I am going to talk about it anyway!

WAHHH T^T He is so scarey to sit next to! He did that creepy arm around the back of the chair thingy >_______<" I died. I think everyone in the class felt sorry for me. Somewhat.

Then, he put a permanent marker down his pants...[dies again] then rubbed it against Kirby's face. O_O INDIRECT TURKEY SLAP

*whole class dies..with..laughter.. except me, coz now I am terrified*

I CAN'T GO THROUGH A TERM OF THIS, MISS >: (
wahh, I never thought I would say this but,
I want to sit next to Klarence or Dinataa x______x

Sunday, May 24, 2009

rainbows, butterflies, and lollypops.

Doesn't that sound paedophile~ish to you? HAHAHAH...
okay maybe its just me...
lol

anyway, on a more serious note.
...
OMGSH
THE RAIN IS WET
...
keep warm.
don't wear raincoats though:
they are sticky and annoying.
OH, and my dear friend JANE searching for a yellow umbrella
tell me where you can find one?
:)
xx

Saturday, May 23, 2009

tom

Do you know the restaurant "emperor's kitchen"?
No?
It is the one next to chin's noodle house
and of course, EVERYONE knows chin's noodle house...
anyway, where was i...
OHH, that's right - TOM.
He is a waiter there, and he is like, superr nice to little kids.
He has like, an unlimited supply of balloons in his pocket ROFLMAO,
Yesterday, I did not see one child under 10 without a balloon
._.
one popped.
> POP <
argh.

bbt

In youth today, the icebreaker involved utopia bubble tea [from abbey :)]. yum yum yum

or so you would think..

wahh, it tasted foul >_< I think I am developing a rash on my face. I am not quite sure what was in mine, but if it was passionfruit then my face is doomed for a while =___="

tasted icckky. or did i mention that already? :P

ohhhh, today I went to the northbridge [with family] and we passed the northbridge utopia.

me: (talks loudly, nudging dad) HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT (points at utopia)

dad: ..no

me: (points at gelare) HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT

dad: oooooo....so, how about it? [asks guests]

guests: ehhh, not hungry

dad: ok *keeps walking*

me: >_<"

toilettt.


I stuck it to my forehead..[this was last week]
and yes. It seems like my head is a "male restrooms" sign.
*sigh*
when I first saw it, I thought of toilets
someone: why is there a big guy and a small guy
sheridan: we like big people
jia yi: >________>

teehee

I GOT NEW SHOES
"again?"
YES, again. i like shoes, deal with it
:)
three months ago, I asked my parents if they could take me to harbour town
[so I could get converse, or at least, stare longingly at them]
and today, finally got some :3
slight disadvantage because my feet were too small for like, 95% of the shoes there...
ended up with a pair that fitted tho :3 and my parents both agreed to get them for me ^^
they look so manly
in a smallsize~ish way
rofl, that sounded weirdddd..
O.O
anyways,
hahah yer I am doing mass blogging now..for some reason..
:P

joan <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^
YOUR ONE OF MY AWESOME ROLE MODELS
A GREAT CELL~GROUP LEADER
AND A GREAT FRIEND TOO
:)
TWENTY YEARS AGO, YOU WERE PUT ON THIS EARTH
AND TWENTY YEARS AGO,
THIS WORLD BECAME THAT LITTLE BIT BETTER
happy birthday joan
[you probably wont get to read this,
but i hope someone will lead her to this]

dolly

For the first time in SO-O long, I bought an issue of Dolly magazine. Because it came with socks. [mind you, they are pretty cool socks...they are bed socks, but xD ]

UP SIDE: NEW SOCKS. NEW SHIRT. YELLOWWWW

DOWN SIDE: THAT BELLA CHICK WAS ON THE COVER!

my beautiful, and far better edit:


keke, body bullies...oh, and the magazine itself suckked. It was way better like, two years ago >_> now its just paper, words, and pretty colours.

door knobs

PFFT, no matter what you say, i reckon the camp registration forms are





AWESOME!




What is better than a registration form that doubles up as a door hanger?! xD




I think this is like, genius! The first thing a did when I got home was..okay maybe not the first...I went to get the mail...then drank water..then ate sushi...then ran upstairs from a daddy-fart-bomb...then...cut out the hole in the thingy... xD hahahahah

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I want to go to camp >: (





Thursday, May 21, 2009

room 47 and a half

lol, in the science corridor there is room 47 ½ xD well..i thought it was funny >_>

anywaysss..

after SO-O many years of wondering, my piano teacher told me what the far-left pedal on the piano is used for, roflmao xD it makes it softer :O who would have known! hahaha, he showed me the inside of his baby grand piano [i want it >: ( in white] and like, he pressed the pedal. I WAS SOO FACINATED XD!!! The whole keyboard shifted as well :O and the hammers moved. and it hits only one string kindaaa. it is soo amazing..

[too easily entertained]

stormmy today o_o
rain rain rain WHOOSHHHHHHHHHHHH....
*random*
anish told me that a tree died because of the storm today
T^T
I never got to meet it, or thank it for all its done for us!! ~ photosynthesis, man! T^T
and on this note..

I heard that Jacky died! :O I never got to meet him either! R.I.P. ;_;

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maths competition todayyy..again....
sharon&&melissa&&aline&&me :D
pro pro pro, keke
7!! *out of like..19..but thats not the point*
:P

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in assembly, got a presentation about the disease MS [ Multiple Sclerosis ]... i would have tried to help, but i dont really think that i can get far with reading :P

social will be so failll...
but if there are any year 9 rossy-ians reading, please go :O i don't wanna go alone, coz i am planning on going >_<"
black and white theme cant be thatt bad O.o right? you can always say
"PINK IS THE NEW BLACK"
or
"GREEN IS THE NEW BLACK"
or whateverr..
please come :(

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OMGSHHH JUSTT GOT IN CONTACT WITH ZAINA
ONE OF MY KINDY + PRE PRIMARY FRIENDS
XD XD
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPYYY

anyways..
where was i?

o well, idk..

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SOSE SUCKS (Y)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

;_;

Have you ever met someone who is incredible? yesss
Can you read? no way!
Do you wear a ring on ur finger? uh, some times
Ever liked someone you thought you didn't stand a chance with? yer
Is someone on your mind right now? um...
Do you like anyone? yer, and he knows it =_= stupid...
and SOMEONE has to keep reminding him
x____________x
Does anyone disgust you? just a little bit..
*coughkarenveryverycough*
Do you trust anyone 100%? nope >_<
Are you a morning person or a night person? night night :)
Ever had a boy best friend? yup yup
then he had to go move to melbourne
so stupid, i thought he just -disappeared- until 5 years later when my friend told me
=_=
Last time you laughed? mm, todayy?
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? uh, no O.o
Who were you with last night? lol ALL THE MUSIC PEEPS >: )
Where are you? my room..on my bed
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? yes
Passed out because of alcohol? nup
Whats on your mind RIGHT NOW? the music im listening to,
What was the last thing you ate? mm, some of maxin's sandwich
Have you ever moved? yerr
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you? i guess..but i doubt anyone does
let alone him >: (
Where will you be 12 hours from now? um, getting ready for school, making my lunch
What is the last movie you watched? idkk
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yer, not sure if i'd want to change anything though
Does anyone hate you for no reason? i hope not!
Are you easily confused? yup;;
Have you ever drank alcohol? sip sip sip
Would you ever kiss the person who has a crush on you? uhh, i dont think anyone has a crush on me, man =_=
Who was your last incoming call from? daddy
Honestly if you could go back 5 months and change something would you?
yes but idk what i would change .______.
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?yesss. planning to do exactly that.
Is there something you need to tell someone of the opposite sex? need? nah.
Are you different to what you were a year ago? definately
Who do you want to be with right now? um...
Where is your sister? mm, in the next room
Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? yer, every chick in my PE class who is in the same change room as me
Last person you gave a hug to?maxin :P
When's the last time you talked to your sister? not long ago
Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning? night
Are you alone? uhm yerr
When were you last outside? two and a half~ish hours ago
The last thing you want to say here? poooo :)

SHORT MESSAGES:

SHORT MESSAGES:

~DEREK >: ( STOP TRYING TO MAKE SHERIDAN FAT

~KEKE, one of the school cleaners wears red converse..

~O_O Vivian can be a GUY'S name?!

~she schells shea shells by the shea sore see sorely schels the sells ._____________. mumble mumble mumble

~wahhh, 8/10 for math comp today :D that is 5 better than last week kekeke

~I KNOW HOW TO USE THE SCHOOL PHOTOCOPIER NOW >: ) [happy happy happy]

~ netball is easy. but it is sooo BORINGGG =____= zzzzzzzzz

~ au jourd'hui, il fait on temps variable, c'est chaud et aussi froid. bizzare >_> A Le Reniuon, il y a une ville s'appeller LA TAMPON, rofl...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

junior concert #2

Daddy came today. He had a good time. I will get back to this later.

CHOIR was epic fail. Because:
- lines 3 + 4 were mixed around
- lines 3 + 4 had no idea what to sing anymore
- some idiot in the back was playing around with the chimes
- people were looking around *karen*
- some people were talking
- someone farted at the end
- it smelt.
- it was a girl.
- when it was time to go off stage, line 3 [actually 4] had no idea whether to exit left or right
- there was a traffic jam
- when back stage, people were yelling and screaming, which the whole audience could hear because the door was still open and the room is not sound proof
..I think Ms Paynter controlled her anger reasonably well.

After that...I had to head straight into the rehearsal room to prepare for Wind Orchestra...
Ms Paynter was all, rawr rawr rawr rawr rawr....expected...
I had to duck over to Media to give Amy some panadol ._. are you pregnant? HAHAH :P dw Amy, I am sure it isn't appendicitis (Y)

Wind 2 went wayyy better than choir :) I SAW MY DADDY (Y) O.o anyways..

Right after I got out of the foyer, Karen was waiting for me at the door. She was already grabbing my hand to rape me again. >_< I packed up my flute, and then Karen dragged me to [the room] again.

She was drinking coke >_> Then she spilt it. Smart.
I had to rush to the girls toilets and grab a roll of toilet paper to clean it up.
KAREN: DOROTHY! Clean it up while I stand guard!
ME: =_____________=
Then, there was all this white fluff stuck to the carpet. But never mind.
I ran off to the girls toilets to chuck the paper into the bin.
When I got back, I realised there was a box of tissues AND a bin in the room >_> hahah
Theo walked in and found us, so Karen was thinking about keeping him captive too. But Theo is bigger and smarter than Karen [obviously] and got out of the door..
mmm....and i was still stuck there...i should have escaped with theo...

Karen had the manuscript to Canon - Pachabel [spelling?] so I was sightreading it for the rest of the evening basically...

After the concert finished, I went outside the PAC to find my dad, and I see him talking to Dylan's parents. Apparently, his Dad was friends with my dad like, 23 years ago O_O" wowwww... hahahah can still remember eachother? =_=" kekeke awesome. Dad was blah-ing about his university years for the whole trip back home.

Mmm...I thought that Dylan was my mum's friends son. I asked him once, and he said that he wasn't.

As soon as we got home, mum asked me how the concert was. I started talking about the choir's epic fail and then dad cut in saying that his story was better. So he told it to mum too.

About half an hour later, Mum realised that he was talking about HER FRIEND'S HUSBAND! wahhhh, so. I WAS RIGHT >: ) my mum's friend's son. But also my dad's friends son.
creepy.

small world..
Rossmoyne Senior High School: The Asian Connection.

Monday, May 18, 2009

junior concert #1

mehhh, was boring~ish.

miss paynter went around giving out black hair ties to people with non-blue ones >_<

then she went around checking everyones uniform..
stupid karen..
went to the back of the room when she was getting near to her
and went to the front of the room when she was past her spot
>_<

choir was gayy, as usual
-humpty dumpty
-ipharadisi
-a twist of the tongue
wahh, so embarrassing

wind orchestra 2 was okay
-mirror lake legend
-somethingsomething, i forgot.
-northridge overture

straight after this, karen dragged me into one of the practise rooms
gripping my wrists super tight
she threw me into the room
came inside as well
and locked the door
.___.
"PLAY >: ("
me: O_O
*she points at piano*
me: ...ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh....k..

=___= was scarey, man...she was halfish raping me
i finally managed to run out of the room
but then she grabbed me again
i was screaming [softly] to theo to help me o___o
theo: *pinch*
*karen lets go* OUCHHHHHH >: (
rofl rofl
ty ty :3

oh..and she asked if i had cancer >_> weird weird girl...

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afterwards, there was like, 2o~ish minutes until my dad was going to pick me up
so we were like, waiting outside the PAC
later on, when there was almost no-one left, we decided to go around the front
and we saw this white van
.___.
*scream*
andrew is still going on with the making me paranoid thing =_=

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so so so tired...junior concert #2 is tomorrow...same thing over again..except my daddy will be in the audience..

xx

and this is why i am so paranoid

» dorothy says (9:58 PM):
andrew, you always wanna give me nightmares ._.
>< drew ・ィ・・・ェ・ュ ・セ・「・キ・ォ・ナ. says (9:58 PM):
always
the pedo is prob. outside ur house
door knocking
*doo...r..oo..theyy....*
*knocks*
>< drew ・ィ・・・ェ・ュ ・セ・「・キ・ォ・ナ. says (9:58 PM):
*starts slamming*
*smashes door down*
>< drew ・ィ・・・ェ・ュ ・セ・「・キ・ォ・ナ. says (9:59 PM):
dorothy: EKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
run!!!
argh!!! no ones here
the zombies Got them!!
><
shes all alone
pedo comes in
and locks the door
like karen
and the lights Go off
*EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKK**
THE END
>< drew ・ィ・・・ェ・ュ ・セ・「・キ・ォ・ナ. says (10:01 PM):
now ur ing to have nightmare
s
or even worse..
karen is a zombie
and decides to huntn u down
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O_____________________O

Sunday, May 17, 2009

-

I feel as if there is a secret kept from me.
Something that the whole world knows about me, which I don't.
I am getting really confused lately...
People who don't usually talk to me, start talking to me.
I feel as if everyone is looking at me as if I was someone different to them.
Someone unbelonging.

Friday, May 15, 2009

tuning

argh, Ms Paynter really annoys me when she is tuning the orchestra.

*a note is played*

ms paynter: thats fantastic! the perfect note too!

*next note. sounds very very very sharp*

ms paynter: kooool

*next note, uber flat*

ms paynter: yup yup

*next note, almost in tune*

ms paynter: oh that is WAY off!!!

rawrrrr =___________= omgsh, what are you doing?!

hehe epic fail badminton :3

WAHH, at choir, Karen came for the first time is ages and SAT/STOOD NEXT TO ME >: (
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH =_________________=

me: =_=" do you HAVE to keep talking?

when we had to give each other back massages, she killed my back >O< i swear, her short fat fingers were pushed inbetween my bones.

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last day of soccer..
TT^TT such an emotional moment. hahahah xD
it was alright i guessss... i didn't have anyone to talk to though >_<
so I attempted to play..
didn't epic fail that much this time..
only like....once or twice..or...thrice...mm... hehe
i crashed into josh =__=" sorry, man xD
:O josh's toes were bleeding! so were swati's T^T wahh, hope they get better soon!

ew...netball next week..
its really easy...but its kinda boring...
its "alright" =_=
*run* *catch* *stop* *pivet* *throw* *run* *catch* *stop* pivet* *throw*...etc etc

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hehehe, i roughly finished my global warming assignment. xD its OK, but I could have done better if I had more time and was not so stressed about maths and craplan.

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[rossy] maths test...i got the results back..
happy happy happy happy happy
93%
xD xD xD xD xD
sorrry.. >_<

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Badminton todayyy xD hehe..
Daddy made me play with Ashley >_>
wahh. he is so pro compared to me
jess is pro~ish too so they like, always have rallys
and i am just standing there on the side, watching the shuttlecock fly over my head.
no way that i can hit that.
hahahh xD
Ashley was like, laughing kinda, every time i missed or epically failed
but then again, who wouldnt? :P
His brother, Alex, didn't want to play after he saw how bad i was =__= mmmm..dot dot
hahaha
wahh, ashley is so nice and put up with my very poor playing
heheh

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mmm, corn thins..
omnomnomnom..

Thursday, May 14, 2009

flying piano

argh. today = maths maths maths + stuff

maths naplan w/ calculator: was okay~ish. lol xD some questions i was just like O_O"
like the last question:
"write 2009 as a product of its primes"
me: *blink* WTF

then we got let out for a little break, and the word went out that the answer for that question was 7 x 7 x 41 haha, hardly anyone got it! only two maybe. but almost everyone changed their answer x)

maths naplan without calculator was alright.. i finished with about 5 minutes left. went i was checking through my work, i changed so many answers... hehe >_<

OMGSH, MRS RAY she is super nice but she watches you like a hawk. she seems to ALWAYS been looking in your direction =_=" she makes it impossible to cheat. hahah

that took up the first three periods of the day. and to think that that was pretty stressful, the next two periods was maths too!

THE IMPORTANT MATHS TEST >:(

wahhh T^T i am going to get kicked out of super extension. throughout the test i was thinking
shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot shoot
=_=
i spent about half an hour OR MORE on one of the questions, and apparently i got it wrong =_=

i heard the some people were crying because it was so difficult ._. many people were depressed~ish
>_< including me i guess...

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photography!! yay xD took more photos. my teddy bear GEORGE was such a huge hit ;) so cute, and attracts attention. same with my gymnast ribbon. but the most attention was drawn towards the GIANT LOLLIPOP :D i wanted to take a picture of steffi holding it up to her face, BUT THE LOLLIPOP BROKE ;_;

i ended up having to take the photos on a piece of paper...
i gave half of the lollypop to gavin, some to karen, and the rest to steffi...
sorry :O i really was intending to give you the whole thing, but peer pressure took over

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extra wind orchestra rehearsal >o<
boring boring boring
well, we had it in the auditorium for a change
to get ready for the concert...
miss paynter brought up the story of what happened at the concert last year:

the year 8 choir was all bunched up behind the big blue curtain.
miss paynter signals to mrs stewart to raise the curtain
the curtain raises higher bit by bit
with the piano too. it was caught on the curtain ._.
miss paynter: O_O SHIT! DOWN DOWN DOWN
mrs stewart lets go and the piano drops down onto the floor
*crashclangnoisearghouchomgshscarey*
miss paynter: >_> raise it again
the curtain goes higher, again, with the grand piano too
*crashclangnoisearghouchomgshscarey*

hehhe..was funny..

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

lol dinner

hahaha, today, for some weird reason, we had pie and pasta for dinner.

I mixed it together kinda...

jess: ew...what is that...

me: uhh..its like...pasta..and..pie..

jess: pfft more like pasta and

3.1415926535897932384626433832795028841971693993751058209749445923078164062862089986280348253421170679 8214808651328230664709384460955058223172535940812848111745028410270193852110555964462294895493038196 4428810975665933446128475648233786783165271201909145648566923460348610454326648213393607260249141273 724587006606315588174881520920962829254091715364367892590360011330530548820466521384146951941511609...

me: o_o

[btw, i had to go to google for that]

rofl i love you jess

craplan #2 + meh

reading was alrightt...made a few silly mistakes probaby.
when i say a few, i mean a lot
and
when i say probably, i mean definately.

chinese test too
was easy :P
me write.
mindi copy off me
becky copy off mindi
all good
(Y)

arghhh...
stupid maths competition
got stuck with karen and jocelyn
they kept screaming at me T^T
OKAY i am not as smart as you >_> your the one who forced me into your group
it isnt entirely my fault that we got 3 out of 10
if you stuck to my answers without changing them they might have been right!
you INSISTED that my answers were wrong
and that your answer was right
POO YOU >:( IT WAS WRONG
and getting 3/10 is not worth crying about, okay? =__=

anyways... there is a more important math test tomorrow!
three infact.
good luck everyone :3

xx

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Life should not be measured by the number of breaths that we take,
but rather how many moments that take our breath away.
eeek

white van guy sighted around the school.

O______________________O

so scared, so scared.

I will not walk alone now T^T

Crosby said to hold someones hand all the time >_> no thanks hahaha

so scared..

pedo pedo pedo

rapist rapist rapist

T^T

NOTE TO SELF: walk with girls who are prettier than me [anyone] so that he will rape them instead of me (Y)

craplan

was crap.

>_____________<

I had so many mental blanks during the Language Conventions.

And the writing about a "box" was epic fail. I don't need to say any more than that.

Monday, May 11, 2009

half day

Today we had a half day of school [due to parent teacher interviews]. My parents didn't go though...lol, So, I went to help mum with shopping errands ETC ETC ETC
I saw Jackie and Mariam there >_> lol

At home, I helped Mum make curry. Well okay, all I did was chop up a few veggies but that still counts as help, right? Smelt good :) We had it for dinner...my lips and throat were burning. Argh. Unusual feeling. HAHA xD My lips were like, a different colour to my skin for the first time in a while hahaha :D

Took double-sided tape to school, so Sheridan and I spent the whole recess re-sticking our PON AND ZI pictures in our locker xD

In SOSE we all got a newspaper so that we would take the map out and keep. My brother already took a map home, so I am keeping the one I have in my room...and I pinned it up and circled Sweden and Finland :)
You can only understand how much you need or care about someone until you think about what you would do if they were gone. You won't realise how much you love the sound of their voice unless they stop talking to you. You won't realise how much you love the glint of light in their eyes unless they stop looking at you with a smile but instead completely emotionless.

I would stare in disbelief. I would lock myself in my room. I would cry, and that would just be on the first degree of the sadness meter. I would feel lonely in a crowd of people.

Even if they are still physically there, they may not be letting themselves in your heart anymore...and that is when they are gone.

I feel replaced.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

mummy :)

Mummy, i love you very very much :) I know that sometimes I get mad at you, and other times you get mad at me. I know that there are many disagreements and arguments, but most of the time we laugh together, smile together, go out together. You are one of my best friends, did you know? I LOVE YOU, MUM!

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mehhh, she won't read that..lol but i wrote it in her card so its all good (Y)

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We went OUT to eat four times this weekend O_O fatty fat fatty now :) Just then, we went to "CORO". It was AWESOME >:) It is a korean BBQ place. Like, you go and get ur meat etc etc then you cook it at your table! HEHEHEHHE XD was so fun, man xD I totally recommend you to go there if you haven't gone yet. It is next to myaree utopia :)

I have a picture, but I'm lazy atm....some other time lol

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY LEE, COSMOS LIU, AND ANNE HAQUE!!! XXX

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ROFL @ AMY WANG today at northshore.

"Hey Kevin, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!"

hahhahaha, so funny :)

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xD

questions - bored

1. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
laugh - how did he do that xD LOL, he would be pretty hot right then

2.Your best friend tells you she's pregnant. What is your reaction?
WUT?! WHO IS THE DAD O____O

3.When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
mmm, thursday

4. Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name?
jessicaa :D haha

5. Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name?
adrian..wait, no, xue jin ROFL

6. What are you craving right now?
sleep maybe,idkk

7. What was the last thing you cried about?
something sad in a movie i guess

8. When you buy something and your change is a penny, do you keep it?
yer

9. What color is your tissue box?
purple and white

10. Is there a ceiling fan in your room & if so does it have dust on it?
nope

11. What is the last voice mail you received about?
"ur busy. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA" o___________________o

12. Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
um, freaky callers

13.Have you ever had a garage sale?
nope :3

14. What is the last beverage you had?
chinese tea ._.

15. Are you happy right now?
mm..i guess

16. Who came over last?
jane i think haha -
family doesnt count, right

17. Do you drink energy drinks?
sometimes

18. Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
nah, im that sibling who tellls them that they are apparently adopted

19. Dark or light jeans?
dark

20. What was the last movie you watched at home?
monster in law haha

21. What is in your pocket?
nothinggg

25. When is your birthday?
28th feb

26.What are you going to do after this?
sleep

27. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
mum dad jess adrian

28. What about your favorite dessert?
ice cream

29. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
nope

30. Do you like pickles?
theyre alright

31. Is someone in love with you?
pfft as if

32. What color is your couch?
uhh, one is brown...one is dark blue...one is grey....one is beige..

33. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
uh, no?

34. Does someone like you right now?
hahahah, doubt it

35. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
no..

36. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
jia yi...haha this was a week ago =_= yer i get texts so often, right? lol

37. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
7 and a half

38. Do you swear at your parents?
no

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
no T^T

40. What is the last thing you spent money on?
um, at cash and carry

41. Name one thing no one can ever take away from you?
my love for people and music

42. What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it?
err, this prawn thingy

43. Crunchy or Puffy Cheetos
puffy lol

44. Have you ever blocked someone from facebook?
how o_o

45. Who was it?
-

46. Do you wear a name tag at work?
dont work

47. What color is your iPod?
no ipod

48. What is your favorite key chain on your keys?
"D"

49. What were you doing at midnight last night?
msn

50. If the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?
no

51. Do you believe that any of your ex's think about you?
not often, if so, they would be negative thoughts

52. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
he would have to be something really special ;D

53. What were you doing at 1am this morning?
um... msn

54. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
i dont know >_> am i supposed to?

55. Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
yes..but they did it again anyways =_=

56. Do you know a secret about your ex and if he/she pisses you off will you tell?
i wont tell, lol

57. What's with you and the last person you kissed?
pfft

58. Have you ever had your heart broken? If so how many times? How did it feel?
many times, by the same guy
IT FELT CRAP - like a knife was thrust inside my heart and was taken out extremely slowly

59. What time did you wake up this morning?
9.14

60. What's on your bed right now?
everything

61. Are you someone who worries too often?
yuhh

62. Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?
yer...but i dont do that much anymore

64. What color is your hair?
black

65. Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
yup.

66. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
lol, sure.

67. Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
dadddddy

68. Are you wasting your time on someone?
meh, probably, but what can you do lol

69. Are you excited about anything today?
no lol. HAHA. question number 69....>_> anywayssss..


70. On average, what do you think you cry the most about?
loneliness

71. What does the newest text message in your inbox say?
mmm, something about crosby taking sheridan to youth

73. Who are 5 people your last texts are from?
jiayi, jessie, gwen, gwen, dad

74. Do you currently have a hickey?
no o_o

75. Last person you texted?
sheridan

76. Miss anyone?
yerr

77. Have you ever skipped class?
nopee haha

78. What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
lol like...5 hours

79. How many people are you texting?
...none atm?

80. Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
um...YES :D

81. Where was the last place you went?
maccas hahaha

82. Let's be honest, have you ever been played by someone?
dont think so..
hope not >:(

83. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a M?
MUM

84. Who is the last person that called you and what did they say?
sheridan: are you going to youth? etc etc

85. Do you trust all your friends?
not completely

86. Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
nope

87. Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
pffft no

88. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
lighter brown :)

89. Do you dance in the car?
its hard, but i do sometimes lol

90. Do you always answer your phone?
if i am near it

91. Would you like to be in a relationship right now?
i do, but i wont

92. Who's hoodie did you wear last?
mine

93. Do you sleep on your stomach?
at times

94. Is love really a beautiful thing?
yes...i'd like to know what it truly feels like some day

95. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
no...hasnt this been already asked?

96. Are you in a good mood right now?
no lol

97. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
yuppp

98. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
meh, maybe?

99. Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
nope..

100. How many people on your top friends have you slept in the same bed with?
umm, top friends..as in..
well, ok...like..4?

101. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
yes =_=

102. What are you listening to?
nothing atm

103. Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
DUH O_O
one has a "best" infront >_> haha

104. When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
adrian, this morning? but i dont think that counts lol

105. Can you touch your toes?
lol, nearly. i suckk

106. Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?
nah..i want a second ear piercing though

107. What were you doing at midnight last night?
msn, stop repeating questions

108. What's your favorite season?
autumn/fall

109. Last thing you ate/drank?
ice cream

110. How many siblings do you have?
2

111. Needles aren't so horrible?
they are sharp and painful
but supposedly help you

112. What time did you go to bed last night?
1:30 am? 2?

113. Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
no...

115. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
chinese tea

116. Are you scared of spiders?
YES

117. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
yer..

118. Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
nah

119. Last person you drove with in a car?
family

120. Who should start the kiss, the girl or the guy?
the guy, definately

121. What did you last buy?
a corkboard?

122. What’s irritating you right now?
i am sneezing randomly for some reason

123. What radio station(s) do you listen to?
92.9, 94.5, 93.7 i think

124. Are you afraid of the dark?
a bit

125. Are you listening to music right now?
nope

126. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
for sure

127. Do you get distracted easily?
y...oooooh its late

128. Was this the best year of your life?
no =_=

129. Who are your best friends?
they know who they are!

130. What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
lol, idk

132. Do you flirt a lot?
._. no?

133. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
sure

134. Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
all the time :(

135. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yup

136. Who was the last person that made you feel safe?
i've never felt safe >.<

137. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
yup =_=

138. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
maybe >.<" yes..

139. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
idk, you'll have to ask THEM >_<

140. What did you do yesterday?
umm...lunch, cash and carry, dinner..

141. What time did you go to bed at and when did you wake up?
1.30/2 - 9.14
stop repeating questions

142. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends what they did to screw up in the first place

143. Believe in love at first sight?
yup

144. What phrase or saying do you use the most?
i dont know << (Y)

147. Who is your favorite person to talk to online?
hmm...hard to say really
sheridan, anish, michael, CROSBY lol

148. Who is your favorite person to talk to offlline?
sheridan, jane, amy, gwen, jia yi, steffi...OKAY - EVERYONE?!

149. What’s your favorite flavor of ice cream?
vanilla bean FTW

150. What’s your biggest fear?
clowns o_o

151. Would you rather write in pen or pencil?
pencil

152. Peppermint or spearmint?
peppermint

153. Do you like your handwriting?
meh, its alright

154. When did you last kiss someone on the cheek?
i kissed my brother on the cheek today - in a non incest way

155. Which shoe do you put on first?
what sort of question is this >_>

156. What was the last thing that made you smile?
no idea

157. Are you afraid of dying?
erm..no not really O_O

158. Who would you rather be with right now?
mmm,a friend i guess

159. Do you prefer holding hands or kissing?
haha, looking into eyes is good enough

160. If an unstoppable force meets an immovable object, what happens?
:O I DONT KNOW, NOR I CARE XD

161. Who was the last person to slap your butt?
my dad..

162. Do you sunburn easily?
nah

163. Have you ever worn lipstick before?
yes..

164. What do you say to the statement “Love is suicide."
no its not >:(

165. What do you think of when you hear the word “plume”?
hats o_o

166. When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
pfffft probably by my aunty or something
or s..omeone.. O_O

167. Have you ever seen a dead body?
yes

168. Are most of your friends virgin?
...i think all of them are

169. Warm up near the fire or cuddle under the stars?
cuddle under stars!!!

170. What is the weirdest moment between you and your current boyfriend/girlfriend?
no current boyfriend, ty

171. Have you ever bitten someone else’s tongue?
no..

172. Do you prefer short or long hair on the opposite sex?
lol it depends on the face you know? :P long maybe

173. Have you ever been given an engagement ring?
uhhh no.........................

174. What would you do if you opened your door to a dead person?
faint

175. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
YUPPP - taylor, brittney, mindy :)




sleep time now BYE

Saturday, May 9, 2009

its not ALWAYS my fault!

Today, my brother was getting into the car, when he suddenly stopped and went

scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch scratch etc etc

everyone: O_O what the..

So, dad went up to him and like...asked what was wrong i guess...when dad spotted a scratch on the car.

DAD: TT^TT

=___=

Then, during lunch, my dad was like *glare*
IT WAS ONE OF YOUR SCHOOL BAGS, WASNT IT?!?
WHEN WE GET HOME
YOU ARE GOING TO PERFORM A FORENSIC TEST ON YOUR BAGS
AND CHECK FOR SHARP POINTS
AND IF THEY ARE, WE WILL MAKE IT BLUNT
WE WILL CHECK OF TRACES OF SILVER PAINT ON YOUR BAGS
UNDERSTAND!!!!!?!?!?

me and jess: ._.

CASH AND CARRY

candy land




toilet paper land

the mystery of the missing loaf of bread

2:32, The Luk family arrive back home from the shops.
2:35, They unload shopping from the back of the car.
2:38, Shopping is unloaded, members go to do their own business
2:39, Mummy Luk's shout is heard from the kitchen. Sounds of frantic rumaging and shutting of cupboards are clearly audible. "Where is the bread?! Where is it! It disappeared? Did Baby Luk kidnap it and keep it hostage in his bedroom?"
2:40, Mummy Luk goes back to the car too see if it is there.
2:41, Mummy Luk returns without finding it.
2:42, Daddy Luk enters the kitchen to see what was wrong. He started his quest to find the missing loaf of bread.
2:43, Daddy Luk goes to check the car again, despite Mummy Luk saying it was not there
2:44, The gentle slam of the car door closing.
2:45, Daddy Luk returns with the loaf of bread - It was in the car, and Mummy Luk is going a bit loopy.

case closed.

Friday, May 8, 2009

my dictionary

DOROTHY'S DICTIONARY:

antidisestablishmentarianism: a long word

bilby: the name of an awesome chick

cupcake: a muffin with icing, a sometimes food

diary: a book which one writes in own thoughts and to be kept to ones' self

eraser: a stationery equipment to remove pencil markings. [not to be confused with rubber]

facebook: device used to distact people from homework, often used for procrastinating

google: the smartest guy on the internet

hoodies: the cooler version of a jacket

ice skating: cause of many scars

jesus: the awesomest guy ever

kilograms: units of which i need to lose

laptop: well loved piece of crap

msn: another method for procrastination, good pass time

nakatsu: cute guy :)

osaka high: the school nakatsu went to, filled with hot guys

photo: a moment captured with a camera

quad: piece of grass where we sit on

rubbish: a second layer of carpet in my bedroom

society and environment: nap time

TEE: is a frightening thought

utopia: best bubble tea and KTV

violet: a fancy word for purple

water: a liquid which tastes good, looks good, feels good

xylophone: is not a glockenspiel

yellow: a shade of which teeth should not be

zi: pon's one love

hehe...top right ♥



:)

Thursday, May 7, 2009

._.

concert prac finally.
screwed up the end section because i was playing it too fast.
>___<"
other than the whole like, last three lines
i think i did okay...

finished off french test. blah, did alright.

maths was LOL
me + gwen + ruby were seeing the compatibilipty of love between people. so so funny lol. then we brought michael, ashley, jonothan, andrew y, and thomas into it. ROFL.

GWENDOLYN FOO + ADRIAN LUK
2 3 0 1
5 3 1
84 %
HAHAHAHAHAH :)

one of them were 98% :O hahahah

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

stress stress stress stress BALL

ARGH, three tests today

science - did okay because of the whole two minutes study before the test.

maths - mehh >_< mr white said that his other class had an average of 55% for the same test. O_O wahhhhhh! i wonder what i got >_< lol there was a question that went like "i think of a number that when i double etc etc etc" and i ended up with an answer of a fraction. ergg =_=

french - mental blank O________________O i asked for more time to do the test. i am going to finish it tomorrow lol

when i went to piano lesson today, i like...really sucked >_< i said that i had a lot of tests and stuff WHICH WAS TRUE! but i used similar excuses for all the other weeks and now carl is like >_> PRACTISE MORE >:[

heh..omgsh my cruel classics was EPIC FAILL

ohhh, and talking about epic fail

today in PE, we did soccer as usual and like, i missed the ball sooooooo much!
EXAMPLE:
(scene: school oval playing field. opposing team kicks ball and is heading towards the goal. i go and try to stop, and i go to kick it but i miss and step over the ball. the opposing team continues to kick towards the goal. i am cracking up on the floor, and jia yi is killing herself laughing.)

xD i love PE

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

mistakes i havent made; a rocket to the moon

Watch these stars
I've watched the sky
I watch your world
fall in your eyes
I'll hold you close
I'll kiss your neck,
I'll make you weak with this dialect i speak.

We're taking everything for granted
Replacing everything with heavy hearts
Now I'm losing my mind
And losing everything I've had

Stay awake, I've found the answers
To everything you've ever asked
I'm cleaning up mistakes I've made
And replacing them with ones I've not made yet

we won't let this fall apart
I'm not leaving this alone
I thought forever meant forever
Not tomorrow or today

Close your eyes, we'll fly away
It will come back home someday (x2)

Stay awake, I've found the answers
To everything you've ever asked
I'm cleaning up mistakes I've made
And replacing them with ones I've not made yet(x3)

cruel classics

one done.
yay.
:)

concert prac.

ran out of time again.
argh.
i just want to get it over and done with.
OMGSH - CATHERINE DID HERS TODAY
AND IT WAS SOOO PRO! even though she didn't practise much
which makes it even more pro
and shes playing the same piece as me
and it will make me look really bad
argh
argh
mehh >_<
i just wanna get it donee x__x

Monday, May 4, 2009

Relief French Teacher

Today, Madame Thenot wasn't at school [yay], but we had the gay male french teacher [aww..] >.<" I still duno his name lol.

He went over to Maxin to help her write a sentence [she was sitting next to me] and he was giving her an in-depth speech about the verb "write"/"ecrit". During this, he was spitting everywhere. I SAW IT! And there was spit on Maxin's arm.
>O< eww

Then, he stopped to class and gave us a PASSIONATE talk about verbs.

._.

Je n'aime pas le prof.

blergh.

itch itch

WAHH T^T
Every year around this time, I get rashes on my face and sometimes on my neck.
I have no idea what it is ._.
But it STINGS!
It first occurs around my eyes
and then other places.
Then around my eyes, it goes SUPER red and sore, and then it hurts to open my eyes.
But it stings, and is also itchy...so... >_<"
Lips so dry as well.
Constantly smearing blistex all over it lol
=_="

Friday, May 1, 2009

.

tell me, what makes you think that you are invincible? i see it in your eyes that you're so sure.

this song, ♫

This is a song which has great significance to mee,
blogging this as a dedication to someone who sang it to me once.
Today when I was listening to it, I immediately thought of you -
just like all the other times that I listen to this song.
you know who you are.



waiting for your call,
call, i'm sick
call, i'm angry
call, i'm desperate for your voice
listening to the song we used to sing in the car
do you remember? butterflies - early summers
it's playing on repeat
just like when we would meet

'cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
to make you mine
stay with me tonight

i'm stripped and polished
i am new, I am fresh
i am feeling so ambitious
you and me, flesh to flesh
and every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes
whats you fantasy?
whats your? whats your..

'cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
to make you mine
stay with me tonight

and i'm tired of being all alone
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
and i'm tired of being all alone
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
and i'm tired of being all alone
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
and i'm tired of being all alone
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
[i know that everything that you wanted isn't anything you have]

'cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
to make you mine
stay with me tonight

'cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to
to make you mine
stay with me tonight