heh. ty..

me: *giggles* I'm so retarded ^^

mum: I agree.

car games

We were playing a game in the car on the way to dinner today.

ADRIAN: Train cake.
ME: What the heck is train cake o_o...
ADRIAN: *rolls eyes,, meaning "omgsh what an idiot* its junkfood!!

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I taught my brother the clapping game "I went to a chinese restaurant to buy a loaf of bread..." Do you remember that? XD

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Choral Festival today. Rossmoynes yr 8 and 9 choir was the first choir. MEHH =_= Dad really didn't want to watch >_> so depressing.

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Went out to dinner with my Dad's friends. One of the couples had 6 kids, all 14 and under. Interesting.

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Made cupcakes, and realised why her icing keeps stuffing up: I'm not using the *right butter* >_>

yin yue :]

I organised all my piano sheet music into alphabetical order.
The sad part is, is that I found it very fun.
I need a life.

the burn.

Mum told me to remove the nail polish off one of her nails.
Yes. One.
And I tried to balance the open bottle on my lap as I reached for the cotton bud, the bottle on my lap spilled onto me.
It burns my eyes. And stings skin. And stings my nose. And chokes me. I had to take it off right away coz I felt like I was going to suffocate.
Awkward.

second row

In preperation for the Choral Festival this sunday, at choir we got put into rows according to our heights.
Out of the 7 rows, the seventh being the tallest, I was in the second row.
I told my mother about this and she was like,
"Oh, thats not too bad. I thought you'd be in the first row."

Thanks, Mum.

birthdays

24th AUGUST >>

RENEE OW

CARYS FISHER

ANDREW DINATA

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY :]

25th AUGUST >>

CATHERINE LEONG


notice how i can no longer be stuffed to write long and thoughful messages to these people which they never read? :D

lol.

anish says (7:04 PM):
hey
» dorothy.εℓℓε ♥ says (7:05 PM):
hii
anish says (7:05 PM):
how are you??
» dorothy.εℓℓε ♥ says (7:05 PM):
adrian using comp atm XD lol sorry
anish says (7:06 PM):
lol
hi adrian
where's your sister?
wait, you can type?
o.O

awkwardness.

in maths today
we had a relief
so everyone went and sat where they wanted
but i thought we were having a test, so i took a very long time to get to class
and by the time i got to class, most seats were taken
so i sat next to ruby
which coincedentally was also next to STRAWBERRY//CLOCK
then about ten minutes later
karen comes to my desk and says "i need to borrow a pencil", didnt take a pencil, and put a piece of paper on my desk
jocelyn did the same to STRAWBERRY//CLOCK

.......wanna guess what the piece of paper was about? >_>"

The rest of the period was very very awkward.

;P

Ehh, in North Shore, the guys were touching each other again >_> Omgsh, I was sitting like such a loner. Because, Jenny has stopped going to the classes I think, Amy is in Chinahh, Tee sits at the front and I dont want to sit at the front, and there is no freaking way I am sitting next to Elizabeth XD

Anyways, after that, we went to my uncles place and stayed there for the whole afternoon. We went to the park and I played with my uncle's dogs Bobby and Audie [or something]. So cutee ^^

I had planned to do heaps of homework and this morning I had mentally planned out everything I was supposed to do, but due to being at my uncle's house, I didn't do it, and by the time I got home, I forgot what I had to do exactly >_>

Now that the piano concert is over, I need to start concentrating on my exam pieces. I seriously can't get the Waltz by Chopin that I am learning atm. It looks so easy but my fingers just cant quite get around the keys :(

ANYWAYS. Congrats to all those who did the 40 hour famine today. I didn't, but now I feel really guilty about it *long, exaggerated, extremely unneccesary sigh*

x

piano concert

Despite the fact that I hard-core practised my piece, I still stuffed up T________T

Oh wells. Saw a few familiar faces; Jinn, Eugenia, Edgar, Kieran. All really really good XD!

I bought new clothes today... Hmm. Lol. Shopping makes me feel good 8D

Dad went off the Sydney this morning for a business trip.

Went to badminton for the first time in AGES. HAHA XD But Ashley wasnt there T.T He said that he probably would though! I played with my sister, but she gets tired super easily and she doesn't particularly LIKE badminton >_<"

What else.. hmm..

I didnt get to go to youth today. Mum said I couldnt go because she couldnt be bothered taking me. And when I asked whether or not I could ask someone to take me, she just kept talking about how tired she was. o_o totally makes sense..

x

20th//aug

Science excursion to UWA for a lecture called "Are We Alone?"
Long story short, a lecture about the possibility of aliens made me sleep.

The bus trip was rather interesting though. I harrassed Jelly, Gwen, and Steffi to find out who they liked XD It's too bad that I didn't find them all out, but it was fun anyways.

Strawberry//Clock gave me a *late birthday* present.
My birthday is February 28th.
What the heck??
And today he opened up to me more which was really cool. And omgsh why does he have to be so nice =_= Too NICE. like. NICE. you know. like. NICE....like...NICE. o_o get what I mean?
[no dorothy, I don't]
Well o_o................

ANYWAYS. In english today, I finally finished reading my book for english. I am definately one of the last people in my class to finish reading it. My teacher's *tips on reading faster* seriously helped me XD

Oh. and my brother got a batman costume today.
Coz he is so cool and everything.

..

Joce: Hey Karen, wanna tell Dorothy about our plan?
Karen: ..Huh?
Joce: You know, about how she should marry...
Karen: OH. Yeah. Dorothy you should just marry [strawberry].
Me: O___O"..why..
Karen: Coz then you'll be rich!
Me: O_o he is rich?
Karen: Pfft NOT YET XD But he's smart, so then he'll get a good job and then get lots of money.
Me: o_o... *hits over head*

=__=

=__=

Why is it that when you get a really small injury like a PAPER CUT or a small graze on the elbow, it stings and won't bother you and IT FREAKING HURTS . And when you get a horrible stomach or head ache, its easier for the pain to leave o____o

im such a loser :]

lahhh..

I feel like I shoulld have SOMETHING to blog about. Hmm. Okay well let's give this a try.

On Sunday, there was the Western Australia Concert Band Festival at Perth Modern. It was the final day of the festival, and Wind Orchestra performed that day. I think we did pretty badly. Our rehearsals sounded much better. We didn't speed up where we were supposed to and we were badly out of tune >_<" But really, the acoustics in the auditorium sounded so awesomeee x] After our performance, we went off to take group photos. We had three photos; one formal photo, and two *silly* photos. The first silly photos was where everyone had to put up the asian peace sign. So retarded yet so....well. retarded. heh. The second one was free for all. I told Corbin to put his euphonium on my head but just before the photo was taken, he took it off and I was like O_O *panics* *picture got taken* So yeah, I had no idea how my picture turned out. But turns out, it wasnt thattt bad .________________. anywaysss LOL. After wards, I went to go swap shoes with AMY then went to watch a few other schools perform. WHOA THEY WERE SO FREAKING GOOD X_____X Wind 2 was really bad compared to them. But in the end, we managed to scrape an "excellent" which was quite surprising I reckon.

So then, I started getting into a baking craze.

Made choc-orange muffins.
I didn't get to eat any ): Mum took them all to my dad's work.

Made a caramel and banana tart w/ whipped cream and jam.
Mum threw out the whole thing.

Made this..thing. Pastry covered in sugar.
Super nice :]

Made orange-pancakes.
I consumed them quite quickly *innocent smile*

pooopp.

Missing out watching BANDSLAM. [because I am too poor to buy a ticket]

Missing out watching CORALINE [well. dad illegally downloaded it and I watched one third of it, but not the point]

Missing out on going to UTOPIA KTV with Winthrop Baptist People [because its at night and tomorrow morning I have the band festival at Perth Modern]

Missing out on going out to the city [because its too wet outside].

Missing out on the IMC concert tonight [because I want to go to youth group instead because Sheridan is going tonight]

=__________=" But thats okay I suppose... Not really in a going out mood because my eyes are still slightly swollen. I stayed home playing piano and taking photos for photography with my dad's camera because I felt like it and the pictures I took at school were very sh..ocking quality. I think quite a few of the pictures I took today weren't half bad if you know what I mean :] I LIKE DAD'S CAMERA XDD

[If he asks why all of the settings in the camera have suddenly all changed, it wasnt me O_O".....shhhhh! ]

goh jia yi

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING,,,

MAY YOU RECEIVE ALL OF YOUR BIRTHDAY WISHESS XDD

*puff puff puff*

Well, lets just hope you are better at blowing out candles than I am.

<3!

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile

She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by

And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her

But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you

She's never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me but if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable

Instead of just invisible, yeah

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through

But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do

And all I think about is how to make you think of me

And everything that we could be

And I just want show you, she don't even know you

She's never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me but if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable

Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible

I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you

Baby, let me love you, let me want you

You just see right through me but if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable

Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile

alright soo..

i havent done a proper post in a while. so im just going to rant here. It is going to be all complaing and stuff so,
not interested? then dont read =________________=" so simple.

ARGH, Every single day, I feel more and more lonely. And when I talk and someone actually listens, it feels like the most amazing thing. I always feel so insignificant, and that no one cares. I mean, why should they? IDK. Through out the day, I talk for a few..seconds..to people. Then I try and continue the conversation but they have already turned away and started talking to someone else. So. Freaking. Annoying.

Ever since Jocelyn And Karen found out about the "CLOCK" [NOTE TO SELF: GET. A. NEW. CODE. NAME. FOR. HIM.] situation, it seems to be the only thing that they talk about. Oh, and Justin too. Through out the torturous periods of french and maths where I sit next to Joce, all she screams about is clock and justin. OMGSH, just shut up please x_x She complains about her very first head ache ever. WELL. Every day I get about three head aches so STOP FREAKING COMPLAINING.

Oh and PFFT. Before Mr White even marked my last math's test and realised that I was actually OKAY at maths, he never even knew my name. He called me Judy. He has called me that since the beginning of the year apparently. But I, and everyone else, always thought that he was talking about someone else. But anyways, after my randomly very good mark in my test, he picks on me ALL THE TIME in class, and im like, ARGH >_> Just go ask some other person. And he is always glaring or staring at me now. Its so creepy. Like he is checking to see if there was any way that I could have cheated in that test. I mean, I bet everyone in the class is like, WHAT..THE..HECK...HOW DID SHE GET BETTER THAN ME? FLJGHSFDLGHFSDGLSH but still. x_x"

I had piano lesson today right, sometimes I just wanna scream at my teacher. So, when I started learning the concert piece, he told me to "not worry" about certain aspects of the piece. So I just didn't do them. And then one and a half weeks before the concert, he's like, WHY ARE YOU NOT DOING THIS AND THIS? And I just can't help but roll my eyes. I can't talk back, coz like, I CANT. And then he gives me these lines to say to introduce myself and it has to be WORD FOR WORD. And I need to sounds very EXPRESSIVE or whatever while saying it. MAN, I don't wanna sound like a retard =_= And then thats not it. Apparently there is certain rules of what I can and can't wear O_O" I am suppose to be wearing something formal. Formal. FORMAL?? I can't do that =_= My closet consists of jeans and retarded T-Shirts that were a good idea to buy at the time. So, I need to break the news to my mother that she needs to buy me a FORMAL dress that is suitable for me that play a freaking BOAT SONG in because my teacher doesn't think jeans are nice. RAWR.

Okay so now I am going to talk about my eclairs. THEY WERE SO FRUSTRATING. IT WAS THE WORST THING EVER. THEY DIDN'T RISE. THEY WERE LESS THAN A CM THICK X_X AND I HAD TO CUT THEM IN HALF TO PUT THE CREAM IN, SO IT WAS EVEN THINNER. And I ended up putting heaps and heaps of cream in each, so then I didn't have enough cream to fill them all. And the cream was really really sweet. Not funny. And then the icing was epic fail. HAD TO RE-DO IT THREE TIMES. The first time, I added extra sugar in, but the sugar didn't melt. So it wasn't nice and smooth. So gross to eat. I wasted a whole block of chocolate and heaps of butter. By the time I had realised my epic failure of my icing, it was 8pm. I really had to re-do it. I ran out of chocolate and ran out of butter. So, I had to get my dad to drive me to IGA and let me tell you, he was certainly not very happy. When we got back, I let the butter get a bit too warm so then the butter SEPERATED X_X Wasted another block of chocolate. Well, thats what I thought. I was about to chuck it out when mum was like, NOO, Add some creamed milk in. IT MIGHT HELP. And i was like thinking...what the heck, it would soo totally curdle. And that exactly happened. Not a whole two seconds past and the whole thing curdles and looked like processed poop. Seriously.

And now clock is talking about all these reasons why he should just stop and get out of peoples lives coz apparently he is causing havoc. And this just makes me feel really really bad, because I blame myself for why he is feeling not-so-good right now. I mean, if I had just shut up my mouth then things would have still been okay! But nooo I just had to be a silly gossiper and tell my friends who told others and then =__="

All the time, I am reminded that I am wasting my time. SHUT UP, I AM TRYING TO BE IN DENIAL, OKAY? =_= I was walking with him the other day and then someone comes and reminds me of a certain thing that keeps me in doubt and makes me feel especially upset. I know that she is right. He totally and obviously likes my friend and not me =_= No point in trying either. And then later that day, I was like, "hey can you fix my bow for me?" and she was like, "pfft its not like you need to impress anyone. he isn't in our maths class" and like ARGH, not EVERYTHING is about boys. HGSKJSHFGLSDFGJHSFLGHJSFBDLGHJSFD GEEZ X_X

I can always sense the reluctance of the people around me to talk to me. I say hi, and then they are like *bites lip* "ummm hi. i...really really need to go now O_O....."
=________="

It is so often that I just want to crawl up into a ball and cry. I try and smile and stuff or otherwise people are like "OH NO DOROTHY, WHAT HAPPENED?" and then like, everything just seems a lot worse. Do you ever get that? Of course you do. =_= Man, I know im talking to myself. But this is where I am just releasing everything. So what. Idk. BLAHHH.

steffi <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFFI =]

XX

oopss, before i forget to mention..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETH LORD <3!

iunoo

I feel sad.
Not sure why.
I don't have a particular reason to, I suppose.
Maybe I'm just bored with how my life is right now.
Things are happening all around me, but still...

BAHHH,,

AMC today =___=" I regret not paying attention when Mr White put "puzzle questions" on the board ): They would have become soo useful. RAWR. I ended up randomly guessing most of the questions in the last 2 seconds.

Sat between Amy Wang and Jelly, with our desks about 5 - 10 cm apart XD hahaha. Perfect cheating distance. But nooo they always covered their answers some how =_= And Mr White was always glaring around.

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After school, went to my brother's school for the "Learning Journey" thing x] So cuteee ^^
Heh..... :D

Today, the two science extension classes went to Curtin for a presentation from Proffesor Jorg Something Something.

Super boring.

Found it so hard to keep my eyes open. I was actually asleep for a few moments =_= But the unexpected enthusiastic clapping woke me up. I understand now why uni students hate lectures now.

But still, university looks sooo cool! I can't wait til that day when I become a uni student ^^ But then again, that's ages away. I need to survive high school first.

I SAW PAMERA!! LOL, and most of my friends recognised her too! Which is slightly weird, but you knoww =]

RUBY: "Would you like me to iron that beard for you?"

LOL

maaaahh

FRENCH~~

"Why do only extremely fit people enter the Tour de France?"
MAXIN: Because if they are too fat, they'll fall off the bike :)

Had a gay relief teacher. Need I say more.

omgsh,
JOCELYN: "Hey, how long has Dorothy been in our french class?"
KAREN: "UH. always..."
DOROTHY: "I sit next to you every lesson =_= ..."

...rawr....

PHOTOGRAPHY~~

Sat next to JY for like, the first time ever, x] She's so RANDOM XP **refer to previous post**



SOSE~~

AHHHHHH, Had the sose WAMSE today =_= I didn't even finish it properly.
And I got the PRACTISE questions wrong.
ARGH gSLJHBGLSHFJBGLS
D:


BAND~~

In fruit salad, I sat next to Dylan againn =] He's so pro at saxamaphonee. its so coool. LOL dinata was like, being a complete retard at the back in percussion. Joy and I were laughing our heads off the whole time xP

hahaa..

MUSHROOMS...

PIVET PIVET!!!

...NOMNOMNOMNOM...

lol jiayi x)

=__=

Had the WAMSE science test today.
It seemed OK,, but I am so sure I got heaps wrong D:
I didn't know the answers for most, and I used cancelation to pick the answer...

"...This seems too stupid to be the answer.."
"Retarded, but less retarded then....."
"That one is definately not it."
"AHA, yes. Leaves are often pink."

I am going to get so good in the results.

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Straight after that test, we had the "major" maths test. Most of the people in our class didn't put a title for the pie graph, so now we have no hope in getting "14 100%s in order to choose our own seats".

I think I did really silly mistakes, so marks will be taken off here and there. Like writing metres when its supposed to be centimetres. Or forgetting to round. Or didn't copy numbers off the calculator properly. One time, I continually spelt palalrelaloegram wrong throughout the test, and those were apparently "all or nothing" questions. >_> and I got it wrong coz of that. So gay.

ANYWAYS. Got heaps more tests this week. =_= Such a nerdy week.

bbfn...going to sleep zz =]

cook cook cook

Earlier, I had toothpaste spread all over my elbow and had a bag of frozen peas/carrot/corn/beans pushed against it. But I'll come back to this later.

Today after months of procrastinating, I finally did the practise baking. They weren't half bad XD Went to the deli to buy cream for us to whip, but then the electric beater started to spit out weird black stuff O.O But then after mum picked all the black stuff out, we ended up using a whisk. I didn't know that my sister's hands could move that fast LOL

Then, because we were all in a cooking mood, we started to make spring rolls x]
omnomnomnom
Mum just HAS to keep mentioning about how when she was my age she was a pro chef and made hundreds and hundreds on spring rolls per day =__= And how they were always looking exactly the same and everything.

After I finished rolling them, Mum started to deep fry them. And when she was deep frying them, I decided to start putting the whipped cream and melted chocolate on the pastries. And when I walked past, oil randomly spat at me.

Hence why I had the toothpaste and frozen veggies on my elbow.

he is so fat

Watching my little brother eat makes me feel really upset. His eating habits are really gross.

DAD: GIRRRRLS, WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR DINNER?

ME: I-UHH-NOOO, SOMETHING LIGHT, I DON'T REALLY CARE.

DAD: MACCA'S IT IS.

Then when we were eating, Adrian had quickly finished eating his happy meal. Then, he took the Big Mac and ate half of it. He would have eaten it all if it wasn't for me and Jess shouting at Dad to take it off him.

Every bite he took of it made me feel sad. I can't help but think that in a few more years he'll be severly obese and lugged around in a wheel barrow. He eats soo much x_x Definately more than me, and I don't eat little, let me tell you that.

It's digusting :( He'll get badly picked on at school, if he hasn't already. He is probably like, 30kg now.

And he is 5 years old. =_____________=" Not cool.